just you. Wes—oh God, I’m coming.”
Wes kissed her eyelids, her mouth, her throat. “You’re so beautiful.
I could wake up like this forever.”
“Stay, then,” Evyn whispered, shattered with happiness.
Wes grew still. “Evyn, I didn’t mean—”
“I did.” Evyn drew away until she could look into Wes’s eyes. She
wanted Wes to see what was in her heart. Trust. Certainty. Joy. “I love
you. I want to sleep with you and wake up with you as many nights and
as many mornings as we have.”
“I thought I knew what mattered before I met you,” Wes whispered.
“I thought my life was defined by what I accomplished, by what I
contributed. Those things still matter, but what matters in my heart and
my soul is you.”
Evyn found Wes’s hand and brought it to her heart. “I never let
myself need anyone. I was afraid if I did, all the fears and uncertainties
I kept locked away would escape. I couldn’t afford to be anything less
than tough and sure. But I need you, and I don’t feel afraid. I’m stronger
now, deep inside. I love you.”
“Then I’ll stay.” Wes kissed her. “For all the nights and days to
come.”
• 277 •
About the Author
Radclyffe has written over forty romance and romantic intrigue novels,
dozens of short stories, and, writing as L.L. Raand, has authored a
paranormal romance series, The Midnight Hunters.
She is an eight-time Lambda Literary Award finalist in romance,
mystery and erotica—winning in both romance ( Distant Shores, Silent
Thunder) and erotica ( Erotic Interludes 2: Stolen Moments edited with
Stacia Seaman and In Deep Waters 2: Cruising the Strip written with
Karin Kallmaker). A member of the Saints and Sinners Literary Hall of
Fame, she is also a 2010 RWA / FF&P Prism award winner for Secrets
in the Stone. Her 2011 title Firestorm is a ForeWord Review Book of
the Year award finalist. She is also the president of Bold Strokes Books,
one of the world’s largest independent LGBT publishing companies.
Books Available From Bold Strokes Books
oath of Honor by Radclyffe. A First Responders novel. First do no
harm…First Physician of the United States Wes Masters discovers that
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A Question of Ghosts by Cate Culpepper. Becca Healy hopes Dr.
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The Night off by Meghan O’Brien. When Emily Parker pays for a
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Sara by Greg Herren. A mysterious and beautiful new student at
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Fontana by Joshua Martino. Fame, obsession, and vengeance collide
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Lemon Reef by Robin Silverman. What would you risk for the memory
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The Dirty Diner: Gay Erotica on the Menu, edited by Jerry L.
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The Marrying Kind by Ken O’Neill. Just when successful wedding
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Missing by P.J. Trebelhorn. FBI agent Olivia Andrews knows exactly
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Touch Me Gently by D. Jackson Leigh. Secrets have always meant
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Slingshot by Carsen Taite. Bounty hunter Luca Bennett takes on a
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Dark Wings Descending by Lesley Davis. What if the demons you
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Mission of Desire by Terri Richards. Nicole Kennedy finds herself in
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Boys of Summer, edited by Steve Berman. Stories of young love and
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Calendar Boys by Logan Zachary. A man a month will keep you
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The Locket and the Flintlock by Rebecca S. Buck. When Regency
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Burgundy Betrayal by Sheri Lewis Wohl. Park Ranger Kara Lynch
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LoveLife by Rachel Spangler. When Joey Lang unintentionally
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The Fling by Rebekah Weatherspoon. When the ultimate fantasy of a
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Ill Will by J.M. Redmann. New Orleans PI Micky Knight must untangle
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Twelve o’Clock Tales by Felice Picano. The fourth collection of short
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Words to Die By by William Holden. Sixteen answers to the question:
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Tyger, Tyger, Burning Bright by Justine Saracen. Love does not
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Night Hunt by L.L. Raand. When dormant powers ignite, the wolf
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Demons are Forever by Kim Baldwin and Xenia Alexiou. Elite
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Runaway by Anne Laughlin. When Jan Roberts is hired to find a
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Street Dreams by Tama Wise. Tyson Rua has more than his fair share
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Women of the Dark Streets: Lesbian Paranormal by Radclyffe
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Derrick Steele: Private Dick—The Case of the Hollywood Hustlers
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